I Didn’t Plan to Fall — But Somehow, He Felt Like Safety 💫
Late-night calls 📞, laughter between squats 🍑, and a softness I didn’t know I craved.
Not again. Not so soon.
Definitely not with someone I met over the phone. 🤷🏽♀️📱
But some people don’t need time.
They just need a moment.
And Jesse? Somehow, he gave me that — again and again. 💗
We didn’t start with promises.
We started with conversations.
Late-night video calls that stretched into sleep 😴.
Jokes that found their way in between squats during my workouts 🏋🏽♀️.
Me fighting sleep just to hear his voice one more time.
Him teasing me, calling me sweet names 😘, smiling like I’m the best part of his day. 🌙💞
I don’t even flirt much. Not really.
But I guess I do with him.
Because somehow, I feel safe being soft with him. 🧸💕
He Feels Like Comfort 🥺
I’ve always believed that comfort says more than butterflies ever could. 🦋
And with Jesse, comfort came first.
From the first call — audio or video — I felt like I could just be. 🎥💬
No pressure to be perfect.
No need to act like I’ve got it all together.
Some nights, I’ve literally drifted off while on the phone with him 😴.
No makeup, bonnet on, yawning like a grandma 🤭 — and yet he stays.
Laughing, teasing, watching me fall asleep like it’s the most natural thing ever. 💤💓
It’s crazy how much that means to me.
I Didn’t Tell Him Everything — But He Still Showed Up 💌
There are things I don’t talk about.
Wounds I keep close.
Family moments I never share.
Not because I don’t trust him — but because some things still hurt too much to explain. 💔
And yet, even in my silence, he stayed gentle.
He asked if I was okay 🫶🏽 —
Not out of suspicion or control, but because he genuinely cared. 🥹
He forgave me when I didn’t pick up his calls ☹️,
Even though I wanted to. Even though I needed to.
He didn’t push.
He just waited. 🕊️
And that? That’s a kind of love language I never knew I needed. 💖
Video Dates, Inside Jokes & Booty Distractions 😩😂
Okay, so he’s a little annoying.
In the most adorable, flirty, irresistible way. 🥰
I tried to work out during one of our video calls,
and let’s just say — this man was way more focused on my ass than on my reps 😭🍑.
Still, he made me laugh through every squat.
It’s those silly moments that stick with me 💭💓.
The way he says “sweetheart” or how he goes,
“Smile… my arms are open for you.” 😌🤍
He doesn’t say the right things because he’s trying.
He says them because it’s who he is. 😌🧡
What This Might Be — Or Might Become ✨
Honestly, I don’t know what to call this.
I just know I look forward to hearing from him every day 🧸📲.
And that even on the worst days,
the idea of our next call feels like a warm blanket on cold skin. 🌧️➡️🌞
Maybe it’s just a beautiful phase.
Maybe it’s something real growing in its own quiet way. 🌱🫶🏽
Whatever it is, I’m not running from it.
Not this time.
I Didn’t Plan to Fall — But If Falling Feels Like This… 😌💞
If falling means feeling safe,
If it means letting my walls down without fear 🧱❌,
If it looks like me laughing in my bonnet while he calls me his “baby girl” 💁🏽♀️💗—
Then maybe I don’t mind falling.
Not this time.
Not with him. 💘
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